January 2012
102 posts
December 2011
143 posts
I'll never forget it Bryan. It was during the Ryan...
…I was getting slammed for being a bitch and you reached out—You’re a good guy and I’m glad to know you.
(I am in a miserable and lonely mood, so...
The first people I “met” on here, almost 4 years ago, were Whitney, Bryan, Ach,and Adele (you too Will). (I don’t know how to make your names a link). One became the best friend I’ve ever had, the other two—truly solid human beings, and I’d have any kind of sex with any of you, or we could make it a foursome.
The few who know I’m a fucking nutjob,...
And am starting to think prostitution would be a...
Jerk you off, suck you off--you pick. I am a nice...
And lord knows I’ve known enough married men;)
Squirrels ate through the wiring in the car. There...
…of squirrels here. They ate through the trash can covers as well, but trash can covers don’t end up costing five hundred dollars that I DO NOT have. So the car will have to wait, because it’s been a year of way too many expenses (which is why Whitney made sure the kid had a Christmas). Fucking squirrels. I’d see them crawling out from under the car all the time, then...
wwwesty:
Here is a thought; Instead of looking back on this one year, look at it from 10 years ago, and see if you turned into the person you swore you never thought you’d be.
For me, yes and NOT in a good way. I turned into the person I never, ever, ever wanted to be.
idrvfast:
saberomega:
Awesome cod night with idrvfast and insane03. Bow before our digital guns.
We crush at Hardcore Domination.
Was this what Alex played with you guys? (Thank you, he really had so much fun)
Oh James, he got more kills than you! (that's...
He is really so happy to play.
James, he's all excited to be playing on xbox live...
“I hate how the phrase ‘have some self respect’ is used to shame women who are...”
– Unknown (via grrrlstudies)
Exactly. I hate the fucked up double standards in this society. Fucking hate them.
Memory skin: Three days to the New Year, it all... →
run-:
Three days to the New Year, it all feels too dream-like. As if if I shot myself I would wake up from a dream. Fell from the top storey and died, and I’d wake… somewhere. Sometime.
Like the end of a film and the scenes run backward really quickly, flickering across the screen mere moments. The…
You kill me Joy. I so relate to all you write and think you are beautiful. Inside and...
“They were careless people, Tom and Daisy-they smashed up things and creatures...”
– The Great Gatsby. One of my favorite passages since I was 12 years old.
I meant to thank you too Richard--you've given me...
And the wordboy thing—you know it’s my weakness, and you are an amazing wordboy;)
It's those times in your life when things are bad,...
That you realize who your true friends are. Like this past week or so, when I was ready to give up, and Whitney made what would have been an empty holiday full. She also told me I had a place to go if needed. Like the night I spent in the hospital last year, and was scared, and she texted me all night. I remember the night (and I’m only saying it because you wrote about it here) she got...
Right after the first message, I realized it was...
afloatontheburningriver:
jmarie3:
I am glad you’re back and look forward to your thoughts and very special and all to thruthful insight.
yea I mustve been replying to the first message when you sent the second. My apologies, and the feelings are mutual I am sure.
Thank you—in a world of strangers, you have always made sense and it’s a comfort to a fucked up bitch like myself....
so i took a couple too many ambien
bringtheruckuss:
i’m lying in bed halfway asleep having a conversation that lasted about half an hour with someone very close to me. we talked about our past and what the future may bring. never touching her, we were turned oppositely i reached over and no one was there. she weren’t there. she weren’t never there at all. that bummed me out, too. i wasn’t done talking.
And stuff like this is...
"All dressed in black, he won't be coming back....
I love this old song.
Addendum to that last post:
section9:
As a last little kicker: the uncle who we’re staying with, forgot to pay the Internet bill.
So, I’m posting this from my phone.
If I was otherwise happy, I wouldn’t mind. But since I’m already not happy, it’s just one more thing.
Since I can all too relate and know you a little off of here, I am more than happy to get you off if that will help a little my friend;) (and you know...
Right after the first message, I realized it was...
I am glad you’re back and look forward to your thoughts and very special and all to thruthful insight.
attention humans,
bringtheruckuss:
the following are no longer acceptable as names
Precious
Eternity
Bubba
Urhines (your highness)
any and all numbers
B.J.
Aiden, Caiden, Jayden or anything that rhymes with the aforementioned.
Ashley (for boys)
Madison…
Pretty much anything beginning with “La”.
Anything that could be confused for a type of medicine.
Shit, I shouldn’t have named my son...
“…part of me is made of glass, and also, I love you.”
– Nicole Krauss, The History of Love (via rosieloveswords)
Exactly.
Alcohol was invented for those of us who think too...
"But I'm bluer than blue, sadder than sad, you're...
If ANY of you know that lyric I will provide sexual favors and I am a kinky fucking bitch.
And even more touching because I'm usually seen as...
We ate, I went to clean up and he said “I’ll clean up, all you do is clean up after everybody” and my god that right there hit me hard. Part of me hurts because I see how he is (a lot like me) and I know it makes for a more difficult life, and I don’t want him to have the difficult I’ve had.
And you know it's testament to the fact that...
I treat him like a human and try to provide a good example. He proves that both examples work. God he’s a good kid. I saw the love in his eyes today and it made me cry.
Happy Holidays Sassy--forgot to tell you.
I mean he's a very young 11 and has more common...
Shoot, the fact that he thought of me and didn't...
My son got a little money for Christmas (less than...
yankeegirl:
jmarie3:
We went to the pizza place down the street. He is a shy boy, but ordered the food, paid for it, took the food to the table, cleaned up after we ate and held the door open for me. He is the one thing I have done right in this world. It made him so happy it made my heart melt.
You are raising a fine man. hugs.
Adele, you have two boys so you know where I’m...
